Shouldn't be allowed!

I was told at work today that I'm pretty much forced to work now everyday, even though I'm packed with a cold and barely any voice at all..
If I don't show up for work, I can just forget about coming back.
That honestly blew me away.
Now, I have no choice but to show up, because I don't want another crappy christmas like last year.
Long story, btw.

Anywho:

I'm going to remove my makeup and nailpolish, put on a lovely facial mask and take a hot bath.

Hope you guys are having a better day than I am.

xx

- Melissa

Tiny update!

So it's been two weeks since my last post and I'm sorry for the few people who actually read my blog.

I started working fulltime last week, so I work monday through friday.

I get up at 6 am and I'm dead around 6 pm.

Not strange at all since I now work in a kindergarden.

But anyways:

As usual I have at least 50 things on my mind and I have no idea how to handle it all.

For some reason, I feel like I'm back in a relationship with my ex.

The distance, the frustration and the insecurity is bugging me everyday.

It's like I have someone, but at the same time I don't.

I'm just not in a position where I can be alone.

It's a bit dangerous.

Mentally, I mean.

But making videos helps a bit.

I posted this yesterday and I've gotten a few messages about it.

Apparently, a lot of people liked it and that makes me happy ^_^

My perfect imperfections

But I guess I should head to bed.

Gotta get up in 6 1/2 hours :(

Nighty night people <3

xx

- Melissa

What is it about sundays?

I've noticed a very wierd pattern lately.

The last blog posts are all posted on sundays.

Is sunday a blog day or is that just random?

I don't know, but whatever.

I am however excited about my Nintendo DS and my two Mario games that's on the way to my mailbox.

I got the new Mario Bros game and that new version of the mario 64 game from the nintendo 64 days.

Awesome stuff!

Good old times :)

I've had so much fun with the Nintendo 64 game so of course I had to get this too.

I wanted a pink one, but that was sold out so I had to go for the white one.

Still pretty :)

Anywhoooo:

I have to go to town tomorrow morning for a short meeting, so I guess I have to head to bed now.

Nighty night people xx

- Melissa