I was told at work today that I'm pretty much forced to work now everyday, even though I'm packed with a cold and barely any voice at all..
If I don't show up for work, I can just forget about coming back.
That honestly blew me away.
Now, I have no choice but to show up, because I don't want another crappy christmas like last year.
Long story, btw.
I'm going to remove my makeup and nailpolish, put on a lovely facial mask and take a hot bath.
Hope you guys are having a better day than I am.
Sunday, 21 November 2010
So it's been two weeks since my last post and I'm sorry for the few people who actually read my blog.
I started working fulltime last week, so I work monday through friday.
I get up at 6 am and I'm dead around 6 pm.
Not strange at all since I now work in a kindergarden.
As usual I have at least 50 things on my mind and I have no idea how to handle it all.
For some reason, I feel like I'm back in a relationship with my ex.
The distance, the frustration and the insecurity is bugging me everyday.
It's like I have someone, but at the same time I don't.
I'm just not in a position where I can be alone.
It's a bit dangerous.
Mentally, I mean.
But making videos helps a bit.
I posted this yesterday and I've gotten a few messages about it.
Apparently, a lot of people liked it and that makes me happy ^_^
But I guess I should head to bed.
Gotta get up in 6 1/2 hours :(
Nighty night people <3
Sunday, 7 November 2010
I've noticed a very wierd pattern lately.
The last blog posts are all posted on sundays.
Is sunday a blog day or is that just random?
I don't know, but whatever.
I am however excited about my Nintendo DS and my two Mario games that's on the way to my mailbox.
I got the new Mario Bros game and that new version of the mario 64 game from the nintendo 64 days.
Good old times :)
I've had so much fun with the Nintendo 64 game so of course I had to get this too.
I wanted a pink one, but that was sold out so I had to go for the white one.
Still pretty :)
I have to go to town tomorrow morning for a short meeting, so I guess I have to head to bed now.
Nighty night people xx