Friday, 30 April 2010

Freak of nature?

I'm officially a bit scared right now.
I'm all about people being themselves and expressing who they are with fashion and stuff.
But this dude?
Are you for real?
I would have shit my pants if I met him on the street.
What makes a person want to look like this?
I mean, if he asked me out, I would say "No Fucking Way".
He's not getting any ladies with this look.
I'm just saying.

What do you think?


- Melissa

Thursday, 29 April 2010

End Gay Hate

Even though this might be a dead-end, I'd still want to try to inspire, or even just get others to open their eyes, about this cause.
Imagine being scared to death to go to school or work because you're a bit different.
You shouldn't be judged for WHAT you are but for WHO you are!

So I tag you to write "End Gay Hate" on your hand or on a poster and put it on your blog, twitter or facebook and post the link to that pic to this blog post.

I have a feeling that no one will do it, but it's still worth a try :)


Almost one 1 am and I've been awake since 6.30 am yesterday.

Good night sexy people <3


- Melissa

Wednesday, 21 April 2010

Packages are FUN!

Whoop whoop!
I've been waiting for this one for over 4 weeks, so I was very excited when I finally got it in the mail.
I ordered everything from Yves Rocher.

- The first thing is a minipack of 3 eyeshadows in different pink shades, a mascara and a lipgloss.
- Then the eyeshadow quartet from Yria, which I was so excited about.
I got £20 off it so that was a must have.
- After that, there's loose power in beige naturel from Luminelle.
- A black creamy eyeliner natural origin from Yves Rocher.
- Yria age repair nail nailpolish.
- Yria lipstick #401 beige sable.

God, I love makeup.
I was at my mums when I was unpacking and she was staring at me the whole time.
For some reason I was screaming out loud when I took these things out of the box.
I already knew what was in it, so why I was screaming, I have no idea.
I looked at my mum and she just sent me this ''You're so pathetic'' look and looked away.
She continued with '' I remember when you had that reaction when you got your xbox and nintendo 64, but screaming your ass off for makeup, really?''
She has a point though.

But I did try a new look yesterday with my Q31 Aquarius quartet.
I used two different aqua blue shades and the purple shadow as an eyelineron the lower lash line.

I do love this look, but people who ''know'' a lot about makeup says that if you have blue eyes you shouldn't wear blue eyeshadow, but I say: Whatever!
And yes, I'm aware that I look a bit ''off'' in this pic.
It was like 11 at night and I was tired.

I got so much paperwork to do and I hate it more than anything I can think of right now, so wish my luck.
I need coffee ASAP!

Love you guys


- Melissa

Monday, 19 April 2010


Just someone shouting at me while I was vlogging outside.
I'm from a small town where people aren't used to this kinda thing, so I can't really blame them.

I had to make this little video on my iphone, because I just found the whole situation funny.

I'm now editing all of the clips I shot and oh man it's a lot of work.
But hopefully it'll be worth it.


- Melissa

Thursday, 15 April 2010

Messy whatever and Ugly Betty

Sitting here looking at Anna sleeping on my lap and the mess on my desk, which never seems to go away no matter how much I clean and throw it away.
It keeps haunting me.

I was going to go out for a walk today, cause I'm so tired of sitting at home all the time, but the weather is so shitty I don't feel like it.
So I'll guess I have an excuse to clean up my desk, that I haven't seen in a few days.
I usually forget what my desk looks like if I haven't seen it in a while.
Does this ever happen to you or am I a hopeless case?
I don't even know.

1 hour break!

I have now been watching the last episode of Ugly Betty :(
The last episode EVER!
And I'm in a wierd mood.
Just posted a video on youtube about it.

Filmed it on my iPhone 3G so that's why the quality is a bit shabby.
Any ideas what to watch now?
Please don't say House.
Hahaha xD


- Melissa

Monday, 12 April 2010

Do I really need more?

What do you think?

This is everything in my makeupbag (not counting brushes etc.).
I do have like 6 more things that I've ordered online, but that is it.

Here's my sexy makeupbag.
A hot pink Hello Kitty bag.
Don't hate!

I'm going to make a deal with myself that everytime I feel the urge to buy more makeup, I'll put aside what the cost of those possible items would cost to my other bank account where I save up money for another England trip.
It's going to be hard, but so worth it.
Imagine all the makeup I can buy down there?
So much cheaper there than it is here.
I know, it's ironic.
Saving up money, so I can buy more makeup in England.
Don't judge me!
I'm hopeless, I know.


If this actually works, I'll be back in England in no time.
I spent like £105 on makeup last time I went shopping and I need between £360 and £460 depending on when I book the flight.
Also need money to food, shopping and all that jazz when I'm there.
Let the saving torture begin!


- Melissa

Friday, 9 April 2010

Old people are racist!

So I just had to make this video to get this off my chest.
As you can tell, I was a bit frustrated and angry about this particular subject, so it was awesome to get it out there.'
Feeling a lot better now, actually!
So feel free to watch it :)


- Melissa

Wednesday, 7 April 2010

H&M Fashion Report

As I've said before I looooove H&M, but I'm really not feeling this trend that always seem to come back.
Brown, beige and earth colours.
I love the brown for makeup (also in season this year) but not for clothes.
That's just dull.
I say that colours are meant to be shown, not to blend in with boring nude colours.


Here's a video if you want to see it!


- Melissa

Tuesday, 6 April 2010

Vicious circle and PhoenixFM Mafia

I started doing yoga in January, but for some reason I quit after a while, and now I haven't had a real workout session in about 2 months.
I've also started to gain the weight I lost.
Plus, I've been eating like crazy and been sitting on my ass for 2 months, so that doesn't really help either.
So from tomorrow on, I'll pick up where I left off.
Oh Lord, it's going to be tough.
I wasn't a yoga expert when I quit, so I know I got a lot of work in front of me.
As Vanda says: ''Oh dear!''

Even though this day was a bit shitty, something did cheer me up.

I got my Phoenixfm Mafia hoodie in the mail.
Whoop whoop!
Been wearing it all day and it's so comfortable.
It did cost me about £50 with shipping, so it was rather expensive, but so worth it.


I have to get up early tomorrow, so I better go to bed before I fall asleep standing up.
Yes, standing up!
I can fall asleep anywhere, at anytime, if I'm tired enough.

Nighty night guys xx

- Melissa

Saturday, 3 April 2010

Does it ever end?

So today I shot my new youtube video and I was so happy with it after I finished editing that I was excited to upload it to youtube.
What could possibly go wrong?
Well, the laptop I was editing on crashed right after I was done and refused to be turned back on again.
After a riot that scared away my cat, I decided to edit the video again on my other computer.

About 2 hours later, windows movie maker didn't want to save my finished video, so this means that I've wasted 5 hours shooting and editing a video that will never see its light of day on youtube.
I really do believe that I will die from a heartattack caused by a computer meltdown.

But it's the same thing if you've worked hard on a project and it goes to hell.
You either get really upset or very angry.
I always get angry and then maybe very upset depending on the project.
Like right now, I'm so angry I'm close to throwing the TV out the window without even opening it.
That's pretty bad!
In times like these, counting to ten don't work.
But all I have to do is to step away from the computer before I do something I will regret.

Which is why I've had 24 cellphones in about 7 years.
Don't ask!

I'm getting some help from my lovely British friend Stuart with the editing software, so hopefully I'll sort something out.

I'm getting ready for bed now, so goodnight everyone ;)


- Melissa