Christmas 2010

Christmas is almost over and I have a very chilled and relaxing xmas this year.
Last year was absolutely dreadful for a number of reasons, so it was nice to be able to enjoy it this time around.
I uploaded a Christmas vlog and if you haven't seen it I'll put it up here.



Now I'm just waiting around for new years.
Even though I know it's going to be a rough year, I hope it's all going to be worth it.
I've got so much on my plate right now and I honestly don't know how to deal with everything or where to start.
Maybe I should write a list or something.
For some wierd reason that always gets my mind organized.

Anyways:
I have a lot of cleaning to do, so I have to jet.

Talk to you guys later :)

xx

- Melissa

Oh hi!

Been a long time now.
Sad news:
My camera broke, so I'm not really able to take any pictures.
I have my crap ass cellphone camera, but it's not the same.
Anyways, I need to get my hands on a new one after Christmas.

Speaking of christmas, though.
Christmas is less than 5 days away.
This year has been a crazy rollercoaster and I really have no idea how the year could pass so quickly.
I'll post a longer post closer to new years eve.

Have a fantastic week you guys <3

xx

- Melissa

Shouldn't be allowed!

I was told at work today that I'm pretty much forced to work now everyday, even though I'm packed with a cold and barely any voice at all..
If I don't show up for work, I can just forget about coming back.
That honestly blew me away.
Now, I have no choice but to show up, because I don't want another crappy christmas like last year.
Long story, btw.

Anywho:

I'm going to remove my makeup and nailpolish, put on a lovely facial mask and take a hot bath.

Hope you guys are having a better day than I am.

xx

- Melissa

Tiny update!

So it's been two weeks since my last post and I'm sorry for the few people who actually read my blog.

I started working fulltime last week, so I work monday through friday.

I get up at 6 am and I'm dead around 6 pm.

Not strange at all since I now work in a kindergarden.

But anyways:

As usual I have at least 50 things on my mind and I have no idea how to handle it all.

For some reason, I feel like I'm back in a relationship with my ex.

The distance, the frustration and the insecurity is bugging me everyday.

It's like I have someone, but at the same time I don't.

I'm just not in a position where I can be alone.

It's a bit dangerous.

Mentally, I mean.

But making videos helps a bit.

I posted this yesterday and I've gotten a few messages about it.

Apparently, a lot of people liked it and that makes me happy ^_^

My perfect imperfections

But I guess I should head to bed.

Gotta get up in 6 1/2 hours :(

Nighty night people <3

xx

- Melissa

What is it about sundays?

I've noticed a very wierd pattern lately.

The last blog posts are all posted on sundays.

Is sunday a blog day or is that just random?

I don't know, but whatever.

I am however excited about my Nintendo DS and my two Mario games that's on the way to my mailbox.

I got the new Mario Bros game and that new version of the mario 64 game from the nintendo 64 days.

Awesome stuff!

Good old times :)

I've had so much fun with the Nintendo 64 game so of course I had to get this too.

I wanted a pink one, but that was sold out so I had to go for the white one.

Still pretty :)

Anywhoooo:

I have to go to town tomorrow morning for a short meeting, so I guess I have to head to bed now.

Nighty night people xx

- Melissa

Oh Lordy

By the looks of it I am now in need of a new place to live.
I've had it with my grandparents crap.
It's just not possible to live anywhere near them anymore, so I'm getting my ass out of here before Christmas.
Not sure where and how, but I have to pull it off.

Other than that, there's not much going on in my life at the moment.
Trying to focus on things that matter and staying positive.

Happy Halloween people <3

All grown up

I'm just sitting here looking at old and new pictures taken of me and I can't help but thinking:
''What the hell happened to me??''

I'm sure that some people can relate, but I thought I'd share a few pics that I found:

Age 6

Age 7

Age 17

Age 19

Age 20

                                                         Age 21
                

September 2010

Most recent picture

xx

- Melissa