It never ends does it?

We in North Norway are famous for our ''lovely'' winter weather.
Now, it's the end of January and I'm already sick to my stomach of snow.
So when I saw that the snow started to disappear I got really excited.
That was until I saw this when I left work:

I just wanted to cry!
I honestly hate the winter.
I mean, a bunch of snow and ice all over the place and it's cold as f**k.
People I know would say something like ''I thought you liked the winter?'' and the truth is that I can handle it, but it doesnt mean I like it.
My favorite time of year is late summers and the fall.
When it gets a bit colder, darker and ''depressing''.
I dont get why people get depressed during the fall or the winter.
I guess they love summer so much that when it gets colder and darker, so does the people.
Just a theory.

But anyways:

It's sunday and I'm having a lazy one, just as always.
Gotta get up in exactly 12 hours to go to work.
Even though I only work four and a half hours a day, it still sucks getting up at the crack of dawn.

I hope you guys had a great weekend and I'll see you around next week!

Tatas xx

- Melissa

Way Past Its Prime

Ï woke up yesterday morning and went to the kitchen to make some breakfast.
Found something in my fridge that I've had for quite some time and just randomly checked the date on the back.
And this is what I found:

It expired in may LAST year!
Honestly, how long have I had this in my fridge?
Slightly scary!

After that tiny shock, I got a little laugh when I took the bread out.

Look at the funny shape xD
My first thought was that it looked like one of those mushrooms from Super Mario that I hate with a passion.
Like these nightmares:

I have no idea how many hours I've spent cursing these tiny fuckers.
If you're a Mario fan, you know exactly what I'm talking about.

Anyways:

I have to film my daily vlog in order to have it edited and uploaded before midnight.
Even though I know its only past 6 pm.
I have to much to do still and I cant sit around scratching my ass.

See you around gorgeous people!

xx

-Melissa

Hello 2011

So we're now a few days into 2011 and so far it's been chilled and slightly boring.
So to speed things, I decided to do another vlog challenge in january.
I am no vlogging everyday about random stuff that goes on.
If you want to check it out here's the link:

My YouTube Channel

Going to be interesting because last time I did a vlog challenge, I had a list of things to talk about everyday, but now I'm just taking random topics instead.

See you on the tubes :)

xx

- Melissa

Christmas 2010

Christmas is almost over and I have a very chilled and relaxing xmas this year.
Last year was absolutely dreadful for a number of reasons, so it was nice to be able to enjoy it this time around.
I uploaded a Christmas vlog and if you haven't seen it I'll put it up here.



Now I'm just waiting around for new years.
Even though I know it's going to be a rough year, I hope it's all going to be worth it.
I've got so much on my plate right now and I honestly don't know how to deal with everything or where to start.
Maybe I should write a list or something.
For some wierd reason that always gets my mind organized.

Anyways:
I have a lot of cleaning to do, so I have to jet.

Talk to you guys later :)

xx

- Melissa

Oh hi!

Been a long time now.
Sad news:
My camera broke, so I'm not really able to take any pictures.
I have my crap ass cellphone camera, but it's not the same.
Anyways, I need to get my hands on a new one after Christmas.

Speaking of christmas, though.
Christmas is less than 5 days away.
This year has been a crazy rollercoaster and I really have no idea how the year could pass so quickly.
I'll post a longer post closer to new years eve.

Have a fantastic week you guys <3

xx

- Melissa

Shouldn't be allowed!

I was told at work today that I'm pretty much forced to work now everyday, even though I'm packed with a cold and barely any voice at all..
If I don't show up for work, I can just forget about coming back.
That honestly blew me away.
Now, I have no choice but to show up, because I don't want another crappy christmas like last year.
Long story, btw.

Anywho:

I'm going to remove my makeup and nailpolish, put on a lovely facial mask and take a hot bath.

Hope you guys are having a better day than I am.

xx

- Melissa

Tiny update!

So it's been two weeks since my last post and I'm sorry for the few people who actually read my blog.

I started working fulltime last week, so I work monday through friday.

I get up at 6 am and I'm dead around 6 pm.

Not strange at all since I now work in a kindergarden.

But anyways:

As usual I have at least 50 things on my mind and I have no idea how to handle it all.

For some reason, I feel like I'm back in a relationship with my ex.

The distance, the frustration and the insecurity is bugging me everyday.

It's like I have someone, but at the same time I don't.

I'm just not in a position where I can be alone.

It's a bit dangerous.

Mentally, I mean.

But making videos helps a bit.

I posted this yesterday and I've gotten a few messages about it.

Apparently, a lot of people liked it and that makes me happy ^_^

My perfect imperfections

But I guess I should head to bed.

Gotta get up in 6 1/2 hours :(

Nighty night people <3

xx

- Melissa